Monday, October 25, 2010
Oh my god.
This is not a dream..it is real..
The marks just smack right onto my face.
You will not understand how i feel.
I have to hold back my tears everytime someone asks me my phy marks,
what a loser am I, if I cry..
because i totally deserve this.
Yea okay Mr Tong , you are right.
Starting J1 all over again is perhaps a better choice for me,
but can u imagine the pressure I have to face ):
How do I tell my parents?
another 2 years of choir that is 3 - 4 times a week ?
Do you know how I feel when the I'm the only one who got these awesome 2 Us in the class?
Maybe I shouldn't retain,
but transfer to some other schools that I am comfortable with,
and not be inferior all the time.
I am not fine,
I am not okay.
11.03pm
25 October 2010
8:04 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
I thought i could get at least 30 for maths..
but i got..21.
damn it ,
I need a break from everything,
and I'm damn worried for everything .
Let me be Wesley for once. :/
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Muggers?
It's cool to be a mugger -
I can't be one.
Why does people always like to call people muggers / refuse to admit that they are one..
what's wrong with being a mugger?
who doesn't want good results.
In fact, what I admire about muggers is that they can study for so damn long and resist from their favorite games.
come on...
you can just admit that you are a are working hard,
or stop calling others muggers....
but never be a secret mugger.
p.s I'm NOT trying to point at anyone.
10.57pm
21 Oct 2010
8:02 AM
Friday, October 15, 2010
Promos ended already..
didn't really know what to say about it,
and I don't really want to talk about how I have done anyway.
I have tried my best DURING the period...not before ..
I dream about maths the night we ended promos,12/Oct
and on the 13 Oct, I dream about GP,
and 14 Oct I dream about phy!
I dream that Mr Ho screaming at me because I got 0 for maths !
If I really got that then i created the legend in CJ alrd I guess.
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Hi ,I'm here to talk about YOU again.
Let me tell u this,
I can take it even if you say something like
: Oh im just too lazy to do this,
but not giving 101 excuses and turn around to say that I'm being GL.
do you think I'm deaf to hear you ?
come on, who is the GL one now?!
conclusion is,
you are not a man;
you do not know what the shit is respect to others.
11.22pm
19 October 2010
7:41 AM
Thursday, October 7, 2010
My last straw -
Maths and phys.
10.05pm
7 October 2010Labels: at
7:02 AM