I'm back because if I don't find a place to vent this I am going to die. How can a huamn being behave in an unhuman way and why, and how and what can I now? What can I do to save her Feel so useless and clueless and this thing is never ending so tired but still need to do assignments now. Life is not giving me any chance tonight .

Posting this while my children are having their music lesson. CNY is coming !! And i h=don't have plans yet , new year resolution doesn't work for me anymore, because I'm that thick skin to go against all my resolutions without fail. every year. 2012 was the worst year so far, so many commitments !!!@#$%^&*() work, paino, mummy's shop, studies, FAMILY . I was flattened by all these at the end of the year I can't breathe !!! ( slam books ) And i have decided to work half day !! bye 1.16PM 6 FEB 2013

Hi I'm back. This blog is a private because I told my friends to unlink the blog address, but yet it is opened to everyone who happened to google and successfully find this. So now I am working in this preschool, and I just got soemthing that really boils my blood up to share. This parent, whose kid joined us 3 months ago but withdraw the child about 1 month later has complained about everything in our school. That includes, unsafe and unhygenic environment that causes her child to be contacted with 2 kinds of skin diseases. But that is the first case we have in our school too, and why don't you put the blame on yourslef for not being able to look after your child well and let her catch this kind of disease at home instead of school because she is the only one in school who gets it. well and blah blah blah.... Then she complained about all the teachers, including my supervisor and I. Here comes the climax,she doesn't like the fact that I'm being a English educator from China. When a parent leave this kind if comment what else can I say YOU TELL ME My nationality will not affect my ability. I'm feeling so bitter right now, of course it will affect me. I love my children but not some of their parents. ): Okay see you bye . 2.09 pm 29 Nov 2012

Hi,
7 MORE DAYS, AND I'M FLYING BACK TO CHINA YO. :)
so excited, not only because It's beeen 3 years,
but also I can finally have some time to enjoy myself.
I can hardly breathe now.
going to mom's shop is really tiring not physically but mentally too.
Now I miss the lovely days back in school.
haha.
Okay, gonna buy a bicycle tmr, so that i can cycle home everyday from my mom's shop.
Honestly I dont know how long i can take this, but since I refuse to jog, that would be better.
I THINK.

NEXT,
gave up that thought of cycling everywhere when im going back to china,
because it's too coldddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.


Okay im tired bye.
OH MUST ALSO MENTION ABOUT TODAY EVENING,
some friends came to HTYC, totally touched after i thought i have been forgotten by the world, they appeared.
haha feels like a teenager once again :)
i realise im just typing without making any sense out of it.

This time, really, bye
good..night.
YAWNZZZZ


0.31AM
14 JAN 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
These are the top 3 new year resolutions :

1. lose 14 Kg.
wellllll, why is it 14 , caus Geoff said it is a nice number.

NO JOKE.


2. Do well in Poly.
hmmm , how to do well.
step 1 to success, do tutorials luh..

3.Have a better relationship with my family.
I have a confession to make here;
I used to hate my mom so much,
caus she refuse to accept that I'm so dumb that i got to leave CJ.
yeah and she used words that hurt me so much, and, i was so disappointed
caus despite being looked down by the whole damn world i was so grateful for a mom that understands JC is not my cai.
oh welllll, then recently she finally revealed how she truly feels.
she feels that when I can't do well in JC, i'm just a loser in my life.

so back to where I stopped.
According to my 3 resolution,
I'm trying to ignore anything that let me down, no more disappointments.
I'll turn my sorrows to God.
hahhaha just kidding i'm not that kind of faithful Christian, at least for now.
I need to see things,i mean miracles before I will truly believe that God exist.
Stay strong.
well, physically as well. haha, that's be strong.

alright,
bye! Gotta go CJ to withdraw from that school tmr.
10.53 pm
4 Jan 2012.



2012, you will be nice to me right!? :)

hi this is aunty huang updating this blog right now.
So,
what i was doing everyday is to go my moaaa moaaaa's shop and be a free labor.
so the plans that i posted previously umm. all. failed.
Okay maybe except for one - cooking.
That kind of family soup whereby all you have to do is to throw everything inside he pot and wait for an hour, you know? HAHA
don't require skill at all YAY.
and when i cooked the soup for the first time , i injured my right leg when i fell and burned my left leg. sigh


anyway, i called myself an aunty because, even an aunty customer called me an aunty.
I think m face is turning yellow thanks to the natural oil at the shop,
and not to mention the kind of hair and how i dress up myself when i go there.

the most happening thing was the party at zouk for me i guess.
but i got drunk after drinking just 2 cups of drinks,
and i screamed my friend's name at her crush which is from another school,and he doesn't even know i exist i think. HAHAHA
embarrassed :X
_________________________________________________________________________________________


friends come and gooooo,
one of my best friends just went back to korea,
and im quite sure that she's not coming back anymore.
we've been through the toughest time in choir together,
hahaha a bit of exaggeration here but it is true that choir is not so stressful when she's
there, thinking bout where we can hang out together after choir everyday,
worrying about lots of nonsensical bullshits and so on.
but I' quite sure that we will meet somewhere else in the world YAY
caus i may be going Korea to see her since my mom has KIND OF approved. :)))))

_____________________________________________________________________________________


This is the worst time of my life, and it's so lucky that i found someone who
understands.



byebye!
sigh offf, aunty huang.


15 dec 2011
8.24pm

It's time to think about life!
oh well now i realise failing promos is not as bad as how i thought it would be.
I still have other alternatives, going overseas or go poly.
But this time i really gotta think about what i want to do as a career,
and not studying in JC and learn nothing.
Yeah everyone thought i didn't study that's why i failed.
sigh I have started since september holiday, and I thought i would do well for subjects like econs and geog, at least grade C you know. no you don't know.
Honestly, going overseas is not just about pursuing what i want to do,
actually it's partly because I can't take it anymore, i want to run away from this reality
and maybe going overseas would give me a better opportunity.
I know im marked as a loser because I can't study and that's a fact anyway.
So if i can find a good school to study overseas I may just leave everything behind and start a new life.
I'm sorry my dear family and friends, but if you were to put yourself into the shoe i am in right now, you may do the same thing.
OKAY according to tzuchieh, my 20 pair of shoes..
sigh my life is so sad.
BUTTTTTTT
if the following things happen. i will stay.
1.My family went bankrupt
2.I found a course that I'm really interested in poly and i can be assured that i will get into local University


so now here's the plan for my holiday,
1. play piano at least an hour a day
2.earn money for my new laptop and buy my first present for my parents using MY OWN MONEY YAY
3.learn how to cook, i mean nice food here.
4.imporve my english. how ah?
5. go hell lose weight, im not going to write you down here. yi qie shui yuan. HAHAHA


alright bye.
i will update you soon about my bright future.

12.30 pm
8 November 2011

I'm back because if I don't find a place to vent this I am going to die. How can a huamn being behave in an unhuman way and why, and how and what can I now? What can I do to save her Feel so useless and clueless and this thing is never ending so tired but still need to do assignments now. Life is not giving me any chance tonight .

Posting this while my children are having their music lesson. CNY is coming !! And i h=don't have plans yet , new year resolution doesn't work for me anymore, because I'm that thick skin to go against all my resolutions without fail. every year. 2012 was the worst year so far, so many commitments !!!@#$%^&*() work, paino, mummy's shop, studies, FAMILY . I was flattened by all these at the end of the year I can't breathe !!! ( slam books ) And i have decided to work half day !! bye 1.16PM 6 FEB 2013

Hi I'm back. This blog is a private because I told my friends to unlink the blog address, but yet it is opened to everyone who happened to google and successfully find this. So now I am working in this preschool, and I just got soemthing that really boils my blood up to share. This parent, whose kid joined us 3 months ago but withdraw the child about 1 month later has complained about everything in our school. That includes, unsafe and unhygenic environment that causes her child to be contacted with 2 kinds of skin diseases. But that is the first case we have in our school too, and why don't you put the blame on yourslef for not being able to look after your child well and let her catch this kind of disease at home instead of school because she is the only one in school who gets it. well and blah blah blah.... Then she complained about all the teachers, including my supervisor and I. Here comes the climax,she doesn't like the fact that I'm being a English educator from China. When a parent leave this kind if comment what else can I say YOU TELL ME My nationality will not affect my ability. I'm feeling so bitter right now, of course it will affect me. I love my children but not some of their parents. ): Okay see you bye . 2.09 pm 29 Nov 2012

Hi,
7 MORE DAYS, AND I'M FLYING BACK TO CHINA YO. :)
so excited, not only because It's beeen 3 years,
but also I can finally have some time to enjoy myself.
I can hardly breathe now.
going to mom's shop is really tiring not physically but mentally too.
Now I miss the lovely days back in school.
haha.
Okay, gonna buy a bicycle tmr, so that i can cycle home everyday from my mom's shop.
Honestly I dont know how long i can take this, but since I refuse to jog, that would be better.
I THINK.

NEXT,
gave up that thought of cycling everywhere when im going back to china,
because it's too coldddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.


Okay im tired bye.
OH MUST ALSO MENTION ABOUT TODAY EVENING,
some friends came to HTYC, totally touched after i thought i have been forgotten by the world, they appeared.
haha feels like a teenager once again :)
i realise im just typing without making any sense out of it.

This time, really, bye
good..night.
YAWNZZZZ


0.31AM
14 JAN 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
These are the top 3 new year resolutions :

1. lose 14 Kg.
wellllll, why is it 14 , caus Geoff said it is a nice number.

NO JOKE.


2. Do well in Poly.
hmmm , how to do well.
step 1 to success, do tutorials luh..

3.Have a better relationship with my family.
I have a confession to make here;
I used to hate my mom so much,
caus she refuse to accept that I'm so dumb that i got to leave CJ.
yeah and she used words that hurt me so much, and, i was so disappointed
caus despite being looked down by the whole damn world i was so grateful for a mom that understands JC is not my cai.
oh welllll, then recently she finally revealed how she truly feels.
she feels that when I can't do well in JC, i'm just a loser in my life.

so back to where I stopped.
According to my 3 resolution,
I'm trying to ignore anything that let me down, no more disappointments.
I'll turn my sorrows to God.
hahhaha just kidding i'm not that kind of faithful Christian, at least for now.
I need to see things,i mean miracles before I will truly believe that God exist.
Stay strong.
well, physically as well. haha, that's be strong.

alright,
bye! Gotta go CJ to withdraw from that school tmr.
10.53 pm
4 Jan 2012.



2012, you will be nice to me right!? :)

hi this is aunty huang updating this blog right now.
So,
what i was doing everyday is to go my moaaa moaaaa's shop and be a free labor.
so the plans that i posted previously umm. all. failed.
Okay maybe except for one - cooking.
That kind of family soup whereby all you have to do is to throw everything inside he pot and wait for an hour, you know? HAHA
don't require skill at all YAY.
and when i cooked the soup for the first time , i injured my right leg when i fell and burned my left leg. sigh


anyway, i called myself an aunty because, even an aunty customer called me an aunty.
I think m face is turning yellow thanks to the natural oil at the shop,
and not to mention the kind of hair and how i dress up myself when i go there.

the most happening thing was the party at zouk for me i guess.
but i got drunk after drinking just 2 cups of drinks,
and i screamed my friend's name at her crush which is from another school,and he doesn't even know i exist i think. HAHAHA
embarrassed :X
_________________________________________________________________________________________


friends come and gooooo,
one of my best friends just went back to korea,
and im quite sure that she's not coming back anymore.
we've been through the toughest time in choir together,
hahaha a bit of exaggeration here but it is true that choir is not so stressful when she's
there, thinking bout where we can hang out together after choir everyday,
worrying about lots of nonsensical bullshits and so on.
but I' quite sure that we will meet somewhere else in the world YAY
caus i may be going Korea to see her since my mom has KIND OF approved. :)))))

_____________________________________________________________________________________


This is the worst time of my life, and it's so lucky that i found someone who
understands.



byebye!
sigh offf, aunty huang.


15 dec 2011
8.24pm

It's time to think about life!
oh well now i realise failing promos is not as bad as how i thought it would be.
I still have other alternatives, going overseas or go poly.
But this time i really gotta think about what i want to do as a career,
and not studying in JC and learn nothing.
Yeah everyone thought i didn't study that's why i failed.
sigh I have started since september holiday, and I thought i would do well for subjects like econs and geog, at least grade C you know. no you don't know.
Honestly, going overseas is not just about pursuing what i want to do,
actually it's partly because I can't take it anymore, i want to run away from this reality
and maybe going overseas would give me a better opportunity.
I know im marked as a loser because I can't study and that's a fact anyway.
So if i can find a good school to study overseas I may just leave everything behind and start a new life.
I'm sorry my dear family and friends, but if you were to put yourself into the shoe i am in right now, you may do the same thing.
OKAY according to tzuchieh, my 20 pair of shoes..
sigh my life is so sad.
BUTTTTTTT
if the following things happen. i will stay.
1.My family went bankrupt
2.I found a course that I'm really interested in poly and i can be assured that i will get into local University


so now here's the plan for my holiday,
1. play piano at least an hour a day
2.earn money for my new laptop and buy my first present for my parents using MY OWN MONEY YAY
3.learn how to cook, i mean nice food here.
4.imporve my english. how ah?
5. go hell lose weight, im not going to write you down here. yi qie shui yuan. HAHAHA


alright bye.
i will update you soon about my bright future.

12.30 pm
8 November 2011

'we have a limited time on earth so begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had!' -

Taiyang is my name. :D
First thing you have t knw abt me is that I'm very generous,about my wish list !
It's going to be long. :D

1.Shake hand with JAY CHOU + ONE PIECE characters!
2.Overseas trip with friends! (pr,sk,crystal! watch out!I'm coming! )
3.Good grades!
4.Survive JC 2 years peacefully!
5.Have a pri sch class outing!
6.Do smth crazy at last day of J2!
(fail attempt in sec 4)
7.Go KBox and laugh at Angie and XJ like mad(5 star!) 9.Climb mountain !But i secretly wish that the mountain dont collapse
10.Go LCD to help (my passion since p2!)
11. Collection of all Jay's Albums
12. Treat Yujun very well like she's a princess.
13.Number 9 and 12 are Yujun's work.